0. A son who had been disowned studied medicine. When his father became insane and had been given up by the other doctors, he cured him by administering a remedy, and was again received into the family. After that, he was ordered to cure his stepmother, who was insane, and as he refused to do so, he is now being disowned again.
0. ἀποκηρυχθείς τις ἰατρικὴν ἐξέμαθεν. μανέντα τὸν πατέρα καὶ ὑπὸ τῶν ἀλλων ἰατρῶν ἀπεγνωσμένον ἰασάμενος φαρμάκου δόσει ἀνελήφθη αὖθις ἐς τὸ γένος. μετὰ ταῦτα μεμηνυίαν τὴν μητρυιὰν ἰάσασθαι κελευόμενος … ἀποκηρύττεται.
1. There is nothing novel or surprising, gentlemen of the jury, in my father’s present course, and this is not the first time that he has displayed such anger; on the contrary, he keeps this law always in readiness and resorts to this court by habit., There is, however, something of novelty in my present plight, in that I am under no personal charge, but am in jeopardy of punishment on behalf of my profession because it cannot in every particular obey his behests. But what could be more absurd than to give treatment under orders, in accordance, not with the powers of the profession, but with the desires of my father? I could wish, to be sure, that medical science had a remedy of such sort that it could check not only insanity but unjust anger, in order that I might cure my father of this disorder also. As things are, his madness has been completely assuaged, but his anger is growing worse, and (what is hardest of all) he is sane to everyone else and insane towards me alone, his physician. You see, therefore, what fee I receive for my attendance—I am disowned by him once more and put away from my family a second time, as if I had been taken back for a brief space merely that I might be more disgraced by being turned out of the household repeatedly.
1. οὐ καινὰ μὲν ταῦτα, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, οὐδὲ παράδοξα τὰ ὑπὸ τοῦ πατρὸς ἐν τῷ παρόντι γιγνόμενα, οὐδὲ νῦν πρῶτον τὰ τοιαῦτα ὀργίζεται, ἀλλὰ πρόχειρος οὗτος ὁ νόμος αὐτῷ καὶ συνήθως ἐπὶ τοῦτʼ ἀφικνεῖται τὸ δικαστήριον. ἐκεῖνο δὲ καινότερον νῦν δυστυχῶ, ὅτι ἔγκλημα μὲν ἴδιον οὐκ ἔχω, κινδυνεύω δὲ τιμωρίαν ὑποσχεῖν ὑπὲρ τῆς τέχνης εἰ μὴ πάντα δύναται πείθεσθαι τούτῳ κελεύοντι, οὗ τί γένοιτʼ ἂν ἀτοπώτερον, θεραπεύειν ἐκ προστάγματος, οὐκέθʼ ὡς ἡ τέχνη δύναται, ἀλλʼ ὡς ὁ πατὴρ βούλεται; ἐβουλόμην μὲν οὖν τὴν ἰατρικὴν καὶ τοιοῦτόν τι ἔχειν φάρμακον ὃ μὴ μόνον τοὺς μεμηνότας ἀλλὰ καὶ τοὺς ἀδίκως ὀργιζομένους παύειν ἐδύνατο, ἵνα καὶ τοῦτο τοῦ πατρὸς τὸ νόσημα ἰασαίμην. νυνὶ δὲ τὰ μὲν τῆς μανίας αὐτῷ τέλεον πέπαυται, τὰ δὲ τῆς ὀργῆς μᾶλλον ἐπιτείνεται, καὶ τὸ δεινότατον, τοῖς μὲν ἄλλοις ἅπασιν σωφρονεῖ, κατʼ ἐμοῦ δὲ τοῦ θεραπεύσαντος μόνου μαίνεται. τὸν μὲν οὖν μισθὸν τῆς θεραπείας ὁρᾶτε οἷον ἀπολαμβάνω, ἀποκηρυττόμενος ὑπʼ αὐτοῦ πάλιν καὶ τοῦ γένους ἀλλοτριούμενος δεύτερον, ὥσπερ διὰ τοῦτʼ ἀναληφθεὶς πρὸς ὀλίγον ἵνʼ ἀτιμότερος γένωμαι πολλάκις ἐκπεσὼν τῆς οἰκίας.
2. For my part, in cases which can be cured I do not wait to be summoned; on the previous occasion, for instance, I came to his relief uncalled. But when a case is perfectly desperate, I am unwilling even to essay it. And in respect to this woman I am with good reason even less venturesome, since I take into consideration how I should be treated by my father if I were to fail, when without having so much as begun treating her I am disowned. I am indeed pained, gentlemen of the jury, at my stepmother’s serious condition (for she was a good woman), at my father’s distress on her account, and most of all at my own apparent disobedience and real inabilit to do the'service which is enjoined upon me, bot because of the extraordinary violence of the illness and the ineffectiveness of the art of healing. I do not think, however, that it is just to disown a man who declines at the outset to promise what he cannot perform.
2. ἐγὼ δὲ ἐν μὲν τοῖς δυνατοῖς οὐδὲ κελευσθῆναι περιμένω· πρῴην γοῦν ἄκλητος ἧκον ἐπὶ τὴν βοήθειαν. ὅταν δέ τι ᾖ τελέως ἀπεγνωσμένον, οὐδʼ ἐπιχειρεῖν βούλομαι. ἐπὶ δὲ τῆς γυναικὸς ταύτης εἰκότως καὶ ἀτολμότερός εἰμι· λογίζομαι γὰρ οἷα πάθοιμʼ ἂν ὑπὸ τοῦ πατρὸς ἀποτυχών, ὃς οὐδὲ ἀρξάμενος τῆς θεραπείας ἀποκηρύττομαι. ἄχθομαι μὲν οὖν, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, ἐπὶ τῇ μητρυιᾷ χαλεπῶς ἐχούσῃ (χρηστὴ γὰρ ἦν) καὶ ἐπὶ τῷ πατρὶ διʼ ἐκείνην ἀνιωμένῳ, τὸ δὲ μέγιστον, ἐπʼ ἐμαυτῷ ἀπειθεῖν δοκοῦντι καὶ ἃ προστάττομαι ὑπουργεῖν οὐ δυναμένῳ καὶ διʼ ὑπερβολὴν τῆς νόσου καὶ ἀσθένειαν τῆς τέχνης. πλὴν οὐ δίκαιον οἶμαι ἀποκηρύττεσθαι τὸν ἃ μὴ δύναται ποιεῖν μηδὲ τὴν ἀρχὴν ὑπισχνούμενον.
3. The charges on which he disowned me before can be readily understood from the present situation. To those charges I have made a sufficient answer, I think, by my subsequent life, and these accusations which he now brings I shall dispose of to the best of my ability; but first I shall tell you a little about my position. I who am so difficult and disobedient, who so disgrace my father and act so unworthily of my family, on the former occasion thought it behoved me to make little opposition to him when he was making all that clamour and straining his lungs. On leaving the house, I expected to have a grand jury and a true verdict in my subsequent life, with its disclosure that I was at a very great remove from those offences with which I had been charged by my father, that I had devoted myself to the noblest of pursuits, and that I was frequenting the best company. I foresaw, too, something like this, suspecting even then that it indicated no great sanity in a father to be angry unjustly and to concoct false accusations against a son. And there were those who held all that to be the beginning of madness, the hostile demonstration and skirmish-fire of the disease that was soon to fall upon him—the insensate hatred, the cruel law, the ready abusiveness, the grim tribunal, the clamour, the anger, and in general the atrabiliousness which impregnated the whole proceedings. Therefore I expected that perhaps I should some day need a knowledge of medicine.
3. Δῐ ἃς μὲν οὖν αἰτίας καὶ πρότερον ἀπεκήρυξέ με ῥᾴδιον συνιδεῖν ἐκ τῶν παρόντων. ἐγὼ δὲ καὶ πρὸς ἐκείνας μέν, ὡς οἴομαι, ἱκανῶς τῷ μετὰ ταῦτα βίῳ ἀπελογησάμην, καὶ ταυτὶ δὲ ἃ νῦν ἐγκαλεῖ ὡς ἂν οἷός τε ὦ ἀπολύσομαι, μικρὰ ὑμῖν διηγησάμενος τῶν ἐμῶν. ὁ γὰρ δυσάγωγος καὶ δυσπειθὴς ἐγώ, ὁ καταισχύνων τὸν πατέρα καὶ ἀνάξια πράττων τοῦ γένους, τότε μὲν αὐτῷ τὰ πολλὰ ἐκεῖνα βοῶντι καὶ διατεινομένῳ ὀλίγα χρῆναι ἀντιλέγειν ᾠόμην. ἀπελθὼν δὲ τῆς οἰκίας ἐνόμιζόν μοι δικαστήριον ἔσεσθαι μέγα καὶ ψῆφον ἀληθῆ τὸν μετὰ ταῦτα βίον καὶ τὸ φαίνεσθαι πάμπολυ τῶν τοῦ πατρὸς ἐγκλημάτων ἐκείνων ἀφεστηκότα καὶ περὶ τὰ κάλλιστα τῶν ἐπιτηδευμάτων ἐσπουδακότα καὶ τοῖς ἀρίστοις συνόντα. προεωρώμην δὲ καὶ τοιοῦτό τι καὶ ὑπώπτευον ἤδη ὡς οὐ σφόδρα καθεστηκότος πατρὸς ἀδίκως ὀργίζεσθαι καὶ ἐγκλήματα ψευδῆ καθʼ υἱοῦ συντιθέναι· καὶ ἦσάν τινες οἱ μανίας ἀρχὴν ταῦτα εἶναι νομίζοντες καὶ ἀπειλὴν καὶ ἀκροβολισμὸν οὐκ ἐς μακρὰν ἐπιπεσουμένου τοῦ κακοῦ, μῖσος ἄλογον καὶ νόμον ἀπηνῆ καὶ βλασφημίας προχείρους καὶ δικαστήριον σκυθρωπὸν καὶ βοὴν καὶ ὀργὴν καὶ ὅλως χολῆς μεστὰ πάντα. διὸ δὴ τάχα μοι καὶ ἰατρικῆς δεήσειν ποτὲ προσεδόκων.
4. I went abroad, then, studied with the most famous physicians in foreign parts, and by dint of great labour and insistent zeal thoroughly mastered the art. On my return I found my father by then defin- itively insane and given up by the local physicians, who had not profound insight and could not accurately distinguish different forms of disease. Yet I did as was natural for an uprigne son to do, neither cherishing a grudge because of my being disowned, nor waiting to be sent after; for I had no fault to find with him personally, but all those offences were of extraneous origin and, as I have said already, peculiar to the disease. So I came without being called, but did not begin the treatment at once. It is not our custom to do so, and the art of medicine does not recommend that course; we are taught first of all to observe whether the disease is curable or irremediable and beyond the limits of medical skill. Then, if it is manageable, we put our hands to it and make every effort to save the patient; but if we see that the ailment already has the upper hand and is victorious, we do not touch it at all, observing an ancient law of the progenitors of the art of medicine, who say that one must not lay hand to those who are overmastered. Since I saw that my father was still within hope and his ailment not beyond professional skill, after long observation and accurate investigation of all details I set my hand to it at last and compounded my remedy confidently, although many of those present were suspicious of my prescription, critical of my treatment of the case, and ready to bring charges against me.
4. ἀποδημήσας οὖν καὶ τοῖς εὐδοκιμωτάτοις τῶν ἐπὶ τῆς ἀλλοδαπῆς ἰατρῶν συγγενόμενος καὶ πόνῳ πολλῷ καὶ προθυμίᾳ λιπαρεῖ χρησάμενος ἐξέμαθον τὴν τέχνην. ἐπανελθὼν δὲ καταλαμβάνω τὸν πατέρα σαφῶς ἤδη μεμηνότα καὶ ὑπὸ τῶν ἐπιχωρίων ἰατρῶν ἀπεγνωσμένον, οὐκ ἐς βάθος ὁρώντων οὐδʼ ἀκριβῶς φυλοκρινούντων τὰς νόσους. πλὴν ὅπερ γε εἰκὸς ἦν ποιεῖν χρηστὸν υἱόν, οὔτε ἐμνησικάκησα τῆς ἀποκηρύξεως οὔτε μετάπεμπτος γενέσθαι περιέμεινα· οὐδὲ γὰρ εἶχόν τι αὐτῷ ἴδιον ἐγκαλεῖν, ἀλλὰ πάντα ἐκεῖνα ἦν ἀλλότρια τὰ ἁμαρτήματα καὶ ὥσπερ ἔφην ἤδη, τῆς νόσου. παρελθὼν οὖν ἄκλητος οὐκ εὐθὺς ἰασάμην· οὐ γὰρ οὕτω ποιεῖν ἔθος ἐστὶν ἡμῖν οὐδὲ ταῦτα ἡ τέχνη παραινεῖ, ἀλλὰ πάντων πρῶτον τοῦτο διδασκόμεθα συνορᾶν εἴτε ἰάσιμόν ἐστι τὸ νόσημα εἴτε ἀνήκεστον καὶ ὑπερβεβηκὸς τοὺς ὅρους τῆς τέχνης. καὶ τηνικαῦτα, ἢν μὲν εὐμεταχείριστον ᾖ, ἐπιχειροῦμεν καὶ πᾶσαν σπουδὴν ἐσφερόμεθα σῶσαι τὸν νοσοῦντα· ἢν δὲ κεκρατηκὸς ἤδη καὶ νενικηκὸς τὸ πάθος ἴδωμεν, οὐδὲ τὴν ἀρχὴν προσαπτόμεθα, νόμον τινὰ παλαιὸν τῶν προπατόρων τῆς τέχνης ἰατρῶν φυλάττοντες, οἵ φασι μὴ δεῖν ἐπιχειρεῖν τοῖς κεκρατημένοις. ἰδὼν οὖν τὸν πατέρα ἔτι ἐντὸς τῆς ἐλπίδος καὶ τὸ πάθος οὐχ ὑπὲρ τὴν τέχνην, ἐπὶ πολὺ τηρήσας καὶ ἀκριβῶς ἐξετάσας ἕκαστα ἐπεχείρουν ἤδη καὶ τὸ φάρμακον τεθαρρηκότως ἐνέχεον, καίτοι πολλοὶ τῶν παρόντων ὑπώπτευον τὴν δόσιν καὶ τὴν ἴασιν διέβαλλον καὶ πρὸς κατηγορίας παρεσκευάζοντο.
5. My stepmother was present also, panic-stricken and distrustful, not because she hated me but because she was fearful and well aware that he was in a bad way; she knew it because she alone associated exclusively with him and lived side by side with his disorder. Nevertheless, without any timidity (for I knew that the symptoms would not cheat me or betray the profession) I applied the treatment at the nick of time for the attempt, although some of my friends advised me not to be overbold for fear that failure bring upon me a more serious imputation of avenging myself upon my father with poison, having conceived a grudge against him for what I had suffered at his hands. To sum it up, he became well at once, recovered his sanity, and was thoroughly in command of his faculties. Those present were amazed, and my stepmother was full of praise, making it plain to all that she was delighted with my success and his sanity. And as for my father here (for I am able to testify on his behalf) without delay and without asking any advice in this matter, as soon as he had heard the whole story from those who were there, he annulled the disownment and made me his son once more, calling me his saviour and benefactor, admitting that he had tested me thoroughly, and defending himself for his former charges. This event gave joy to many, the men of rectitude who were there, and pain to those who preferred the disownment of a son to his resumption. I saw, anyhow, at the time that not all were equally pleased with the affair, but at once one or another showed changed colour, disturbed eyes, and an angry face, such as comes from jealousy and hatred. Well, we were rejoicing and making merry, as was natural, since we had regained each other, when after a short time my stepmother suddenly began to be afflicted, gentlemen of the jury, with an ailment which was severe and unusual.
5. παρῆν δὲ καὶ ἡ μητρυιὰ φοβουμένη καὶ ἀπιστοῦσα, οὐ τῷ μισεῖν ἐμέ, ἀλλὰ τῷ δεδιέναι καὶ ἀκριβῶς εἰδέναι πονηρῶς ἐκεῖνον διακείμενον· ἠπίστατο γὰρ μόνη τὰ πάντα συνοῦσα καὶ ὁμοδίαιτος τῇ νόσῳ. πλὴν ἀλλʼ ἔγωγε οὐδὲν ἀποδειλιάσας — ἠπιστάμην γὰρ οὐ ψευσόμενά με τὰ σημεῖα οὐδὲ προδώσουσαν τὴν τέχνην — ἐπῆγον τὴν ἴασιν ἐν καιρῷ τῆς ἐπιχειρήσεως, καίτοι κἀμοί τινες τῶν φίλων συνεβούλευον μὴ θρασύνεσθαι, μὴ καὶ διαβολήν τινα μείζω ἐνέγκῃ μοι τὸ ἀποτυχεῖν ὡς ἀμυνομένῳ τὸν πατέρα φαρμάκῳ καὶ μνησικακήσαντι ὧν ἐπεπόνθειν ὑπʼ αὐτοῦ. καὶ τὸ κεφάλαιον, σῶος μὲν οὗτος εὐθὺς ἦν καὶ ἐσωφρόνει πάλιν καὶ πάντα διεγίγνωσκεν· οἱ παρόντες δὲ ἐθαύμαζον, ἐπῄνει δὲ καὶ ἡ μητρυιὰ καὶ φανερὰ πᾶσιν ἦν χαίρουσα κἀμοὶ εὐδοκιμοῦντι κἀκείνῳ σωφρονοῦντι. οὗτος δʼ οὖν (μαρτυρεῖν γὰρ αὐτῷ ἔχω) μήτε μελλήσας μήτε σύμβουλόν τινα περὶ τούτων προσλαβών, ἐπειδὴ τὸ πᾶν ἤκουσε τῶν παρόντων, ἔλυε μὲν τὴν ἀποκήρυξιν, υἱὸν δὲ ἐξ ὑπαρχῆς ἐποιεῖτό με, σωτῆρα καὶ εὐεργέτην ἀποκαλῶν καὶ ἀκριβῆ πεῖραν εἰληφέναι ὁμολογῶν καὶ περὶ τῶν ἔμπροσθεν ἐκείνων ἀπολογούμενος. τοῦτο γενόμενον εὔφραινε μὲν πολλούς, ὅσοι παρῆσαν χρηστοί, ἐλύπει δὲ ἐκείνους ὅσοις ἀποκήρυξις υἱοῦ ἡδίων ἀναλήψεως. εἶδον γοῦν τότε οὐ πάντας ὁμοίως ἡδομένους τῷ πράγματι, ἀλλʼ εὐθύς τινος καὶ χρόαν τρεπομένην καὶ βλέμμα τεταραγμένον καὶ πρόσωπον ὠργισμένον, οἷον ἐκ φθόνου καὶ μίσους γίνεται. ἡμεῖς μὲν οὖν, ὡς τὸ εἰκός, ἐν εὐφροσύναις καὶ θυμηδίαις ἦμεν, ἀλλήλους ἀπειληφότες·
6. I observed the affliction constantly from the moment when it began, Her form of insanity was not simple or superficial; some trouble of long ago, lurking in the soul, had broken out and won its way into the open. We have, of course, many symptoms of incurable madness, but in the case of this woman I have observed one that is novel; towards everyone else she is very civil and gentle, and in their presence the disease is peaceful, but if she sees any physician and simply hears that he is one, she is beyond all things exasperated against him, and this in itself is proof that her condition is bad and incurable. Seeing this, I was distressed and pitied the woman, who was worthy of it and unfortunate beyond her deserts.
6. ἡ μητρυιὰ δὲ μετὰ μικρὸν εὐθὺς νοσεῖν ἤρξατο νόσον, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, χαλεπὴν καὶ παράλογον· ἀρχόμενον γὰρ εὐθὺς τὸ δεινὸν παρεφύλαξα. οὐ γὰρ ἁπλοῦν οὐδὲ ἐπιπόλαιον τῆς μανίας τὸ εἶδος, ἀλλά τι παλαιὸν ὑποικουροῦν ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ κακὸν ἀπέρρηξε καὶ ἐς τοὐμφανὲς ἐξενίκησε. πολλὰ μὲν οὖν καὶ ἄλλα ἡμῖν ἐστι σημεῖα τῶν ἀνιάτως μεμηνότων, ἓν δὲ ἐκεῖνο καινὸν ἐπὶ τῆς γυναικὸς ταύτης παρεφύλαξα· πρὸς μὲν γὰρ τοὺς ἄλλους ἡμερωτέρα καὶ πραεῖά ἐστι καὶ παρόντων εἰρήνην ἄγει ἡ νόσος, ἂν δέ τινα ἰατρὸν ἴδῃ καὶ τοῦτʼ ἀκούσῃ μόνον, κατʼ ἐκείνου μάλιστα παροξύνεται, ὅπερ καὶ αὐτὸ τοῦ πονηρῶς καὶ ἀνηκέστως ἔχειν ἐστὶ τεκμήριον. ταῦτα ὁρῶν ἐγὼ μὲν ἠνιώμην καὶ τὴν γυναῖκα ᾤκτειρον ἀξίαν οὖσαν καὶ παρὰ τὸ προσῆκον δυστυχοῦσαν.
7. My father, in his inexperience (for he does not know either the origin of the trouble that holds her in its grip, or its cause, or the extent of the infirmity), bade me treat her and give her the same medicine; for he thinks that madness has but one form, that the ailment is simple, and that her illness is identical with his, permitting the same treatment. When I say what is as true as true can be, that it is impossible to save his wife and confess that I am worsted by the disorder, he is indignant and angry, and says that I am deliberately shirking and giving the woman up, thus making the ineffectiveness of the art of medicine a reproach against me. He does, indeed, what is habitually done by people who are offended; all are angry at those who speak the truth in frankness. In spite of that, I shall plead to the best of my ability against him, not only for myself but for my art.
7. ὁ πατὴρ δὲ ὑπὸ ἰδιωτείας (οὐ γὰρ οἶδεν οὔτε ἀρχὴν τοῦ κατέχοντος κακοῦ οὔτε τὴν αἰτίαν οὔτε τὸ μέτρον τοῦ πάθους) ἐκέλευεν ἰᾶσθαι καὶ τὸ ὅμοιον ἐκχέαι φάρμακον· οἴεται γὰρ ἓν εἶναι μανίας εἶδος καὶ μίαν τὴν νόσον καὶ τἀρρώστημα ταὐτὸν καὶ παραπλησίαν τὴν θεραπείαν δεχόμενον. ἐπεὶ δέ, ὅπερ ἀληθέστατον, ἀδύνατον εἶναί φημι σώζεσθαι τὴν γυναῖκα καὶ ἡττῆσθαι ὑπὸ τῆς νόσου ὁμολογῶ, ἀγανακτεῖ καὶ ὀργίζεται καί φησιν ἑκόντα καθυφίεσθαι καὶ προδιδόναι τὴν ἄνθρωπον, ἐγκαλῶν ἐμοὶ τὴν ἀσθένειαν τῆς τέχνης. καὶ πάσχει μὲν σύνηθες τοῖς λυπουμένοις· ὀργίζονται γοῦν ἅπαντες τοῖς μετὰ παρρησίας τἀληθῆ λέγουσιν. πλὴν ἔγωγε ὡς ἂν οἷός τε ὦ δικαιολογήσομαι πρὸς αὐτὸν καὶ ὑπὲρ ἐμαυτοῦ καὶ τῆς τέχνης.
8. First, I shall begin with the law under which he wishes to disown me, in order that he may discover that his power is now no longer what it was before. The lawgiver, father, has not permitted all to exercise the privilege of disownment, or upon all sons, or as often as they choose, or upon all manner of grounds. On the contrary, just as he has conceded to fathers the right to exercise such anger, just so he has made provision in behalf of sons, that they may not suffer it unjustly; and for that reason he has not allowed the punishment to be inflicted freely or without trial, but has ordered men to be summoned to court and empanelled as investigators who will not be influenced either by anger or by malice in determining what is just. For he knew that many people on many occasions are obsessed by senseless reasons for anger; that one believes a malicious falsehood, while another relies upon a servant or an unfriendly female. It was not his idea, therefore, that the thing should go untried or that sons should at once lose their case by default. Water is measured, a hearing is given, and nothing is left uninvestigated.
8. καὶ πρῶτόν γε ἀπὸ τοῦ νόμου ἄρξομαι καθʼ ὃν οὗτός με ἀποκηρῦξαι βούλεται, ἵνʼ εἰδῇ οὐκέθʼ ὁμοίαν οὖσαν αὐτῷ νῦν τε καὶ πρότερον τὴν ἐξουσίαν. οὐ γὰρ ἅπασιν, ὦ πάτερ, ὁ νομοθέτης οὐδὲ πάντας υἱέας οὐδὲ ὁσάκις ἂν ἐθέλωσιν ἀποκηρύττειν συγκεχώρηκεν οὐδʼ ἐπὶ πάσαις αἰτίαις, ἀλλʼ ὥσπερ τοῖς πατράσιν τὰ τηλικαῦτα ὀργίζεσθαι ἐφῆκεν, οὕτω καὶ τῶν παίδων προὐνόησεν, ὡς μὴ ἀδίκως αὐτὸ πάσχωσιν· καὶ διὰ τοῦτο οὐκ ἐλευθέραν ἐφῆκε γίγνεσθαι οὐδὲ ἄκριτον τὴν τιμωρίαν, ἀλλʼ ἐς δικαστήριον ἐκάλεσε καὶ δοκιμαστὰς ἐκάθισε τοὺς μήτε πρὸς ὀργὴν μήτε διαβολὴν τὸ δίκαιον κρινοῦντας. ᾔδει γὰρ πολλοῖς πολλάκις ἀλόγους αἰτίας ὀργῆς παρισταμένας, καὶ τὸν μὲν ψευδεῖ τινι διαβολῇ πειθόμενον, τὸν δὲ οἰκέτῃ πιστεύοντα ἢ γυναίῳ ἐχθρῷ. οὔκουν ἡγεῖτο ἀδίκαστον γίγνεσθαι τὸ πρᾶγμα οὐδʼ ἐξ ἐρήμης τοὺς παῖδας εὐθὺς ἁλίσκεσθαι, ἀλλὰ καὶ ὕδωρ ἐγχεῖται καὶ λόγος ἀποδίδοται καὶ ἀνεξέταστον οὐδὲν καταλείπεται.
9. Accordingly, since it is within your powers, since my father controls only the charge, and you who sit in judgement control the decision whether his accusation is reasonable, do not yet consider his specific allegation against me and the ground of his present indignation, but first examine that other point, whether he should still be allowed to disown a son when, after once for all disowning him, using the privilege that derives from the law and exercising to the full this paternal suzerainty, he has subsequently taken him back again and annulled the disownment. I say that such a thing is most unjust—for punishments, precisely in the case of children, to be interminable, their condemnations numerous, and their fear eternal; for the law at one moment to share the prosecutor’s anger, only soon afterward to relax, and then again to be as severe as before; in a word, for justice to be altered this way and that to conform to the momentary opinion of fathers. No, the first time it is right to give the parent free rein, to share his anger with him, to make him arbiter of the punishment; but if, once for all, he expends his privilege, makes full use of the law, satisfies his anger, and then afterwards takes back his son, persuaded that he deserves it, he must abide by it, and not keep shifting, changing his mind, and altering his decision. When that son was born there was no way, of course, to ascertain whether he would turn out to be bad or good, and on that account the privilege of repudiating children who are unworthy of their family has been allowed to their parents, since they determined to bring them up at a time when they were unaware ofthis.
9. ἐπεὶ τοίνυν ἔξεστιν, καὶ τοῦ μὲν ἐγκαλεῖν μόνου ὁ πατὴρ κύριος, τοῦ κρῖναι δὲ εἰ εὔλογα αἰτιᾶται ὑμεῖς οἱ δικάζοντες, αὐτὸ μὲν ὅ μοι ἐπιφέρει καὶ ἐφʼ ᾧ νῦν ἀγανακτεῖ μηδέπω σκοπεῖτε, πρότερον δὲ ἐκεῖνο ἐξετάσατε, εἰ ἔτι δοτέον ἀποκηρύττειν αὐτῷ ἅπαξ ἀποκηρύξαντι καὶ χρησαμένῳ τῇ παρὰ τοῦ νόμου ἐξουσίᾳ καὶ ἀποπληρώσαντι τὴν πατρικὴν ταύτην δυναστείαν, εἶτʼ αὖθις ἀναλαβόντι καὶ λύσαντι τὴν ἀποκήρυξιν. ἐγὼ μὲν γὰρ ἀδικώτατον εἶναί φημι τὸ τοιοῦτον, ἀπεράντους γίνεσθαι καὶ τῶν παίδων τὰς τιμωρίας καὶ πολλὰς τὰς καταδίκας καὶ τὸν φόβον ἀΐδιον καὶ τὸν νόμον ἄρτι μὲν συνοργίζεσθαι, μετὰ μικρὸν δὲ λύεσθαι, καὶ πάλιν ὁμοίως ἰσχυρὸν εἶναι, καὶ ὅλως ἄνω καὶ κάτω στρέφεσθαι τὰ δίκαια πρὸς τὸ ἐπὶ καιροῦ δοκοῦν πατράσιν. ἀλλὰ τὸ μὲν πρῶτον ἄξιον ἐφιέναι καὶ ἀγανακτοῦντι συναγανακτεῖν καὶ κύριον τῆς τιμωρίας ποιεῖν τὸν γεγεννηκότα· ἢν δὲ ἅπαξ ἀναλώσῃ τὴν ἐξουσίαν καὶ καταχρήσηται τῷ νόμῳ καὶ ἐμπλησθῇ τῆς ὀργῆς, εἶτα μετὰ ταῦτα ἀναλάβῃ, χρηστὸν εἶναι μεταπεισθείς, ἐπὶ τούτων ἀνάγκη μένειν καὶ μηκέτι μεταπηδᾶν μηδὲ μεταβουλεύεσθαι μηδὲ μεταποιεῖν τὴν κρίσιν. τοῦ μὲν γὰρ τὸν γεννηθέντα πονηρὸν ἢ χρηστὸν ἀποβήσεσθαι οὐδέν, οἶμαι, γνώρισμα ἦν, καὶ διὰ τοῦτο τοὺς ἀναξίους τοῦ γένους παραιτεῖσθαι συγκεχώρηται τοῖς ὅτε ἠγνόουν ἀναθρεψαμένοις.
10. When, however, under no constraint but able to do as he pleases, a man himself, of his own motion and after putting his son to the test, takes him back, what pretext for change of mind remains, or what further recourse to the law? The legislator would say to you: “If he was bad and deserved to be disowned, what made you ask him back? Why did you readmit him to your house? Why did you nullify the law? You were free and at liberty not to do this. Surely it cannot be conceded that you should make sport of the laws and that the courts should be convened to suit your changes of mind, that the laws should be relaxed one moment and enforced the next and the jurors sit to register, or rather to execute, your decisions, inflicting a penalty at one time, bringing you together at another, as often as it shall please you. You begat him once for all, you brought him up once for all, and have once for all, in return for this, the power to disown him, and then only if you are held to be doing it justly. This persistence, this interminability, this prodigious casualness is beyond the legal right of a father.”
10. ὅταν δὲ μὴ κατʼ ἀνάγκην ἀλλʼ ἐπʼ ἐξουσίας αὐτός τις ἀφʼ ἑαυτοῦ καὶ δοκιμάσας ἀναλάβῃ, τίς ἔτι μηχανὴ μεταβάλλεσθαι, ἢ τίς ἔτι χρῆσις ὑπόλοιπος τοῦ νόμου; φαίη γὰρ ἂν πρὸς σὲ ὁ νομοθέτης, εἰ πονηρὸς οὗτος ἦν καὶ τοῦ ἀποκηρυχθῆναι ἄξιος, τί παθὼν ἀνεκάλεις; τί δʼ αὖθις ἐπανῆγες ἐς τὴν οἰκίαν; τί δʼ ἔλυες τὸν νόμον; ἐλεύθερος γὰρ ἦσθα καὶ τοῦ μὴ ποιεῖν ταῦτα κύριος. οὐ γὰρ δὴ ἐντρυφᾶν σοι δοτέον τοῖς νόμοις οὐδὲ πρὸς τὰς σὰς μεταβολὰς συνάγεσθαι τὰ δικαστήρια, οὐδὲ ἄρτι μὲν λύεσθαι ἄρτι δὲ κυρίους εἶναι τοὺς νόμους καὶ τοὺς δικαστὰς καθῆσθαι μάρτυρας, μᾶλλον δὲ ὑπηρέτας, τῶν σοὶ δοκούντων, ὁτὲ μὲν κολάζοντας ὁτὲ δὲ διαλλάττοντας, ὁπόταν σοι δοκῇ. ἅπαξ γεγέννηκας, ἅπαξ ἀνατέτραφας, ἅπαξ καὶ τὸ ἀποκηρύττειν ἀντὶ τούτων ἔχεις, καὶ τότε, ἢν δικαίως αὐτὸ ποιεῖν δοκῇς· τὸ δʼ ἄπαυστον τοῦτο καὶ ἀΐδιον καὶ πολὺ ῥᾴδιον μεῖζον ἤδη τῆς πατρικῆς ἐστιν ἐξουσίας.
11. In Heaven’s name, gentlemen of the jury, do not permit him, once he has effected the reinstatement of his own free will, set aside the decision of the former court, and nullified his anger, to reinvoke the same penalty and to recur to the right of a father when its term by now is over and done with, inoperative in his case alone because it is already used up. You perceive, surely, that in all courts where jurors are drawn by lot, if a man thinks that the verdict is unjust, the law allows him to appeal from them to another tribunal; but if people have themselves of their own accord agreed upon jurors and willingly committed the arbitrament to them, that is not then the case. For there was no need to consult them at all; but if a man has selected them of his own choice, he ought to remain content with their decision. So it is with you: a son who seemed to you unworthy of his lineage need never have been taken back, but one whom you have pronounced good and taken back again you will not thereafter be able to disown; for you yourself have borne witness that he does not deserve to undergo this again, and have acknowledged that he is good. It is fitting, therefore, that his reinstatement should be irrevocable and the reconciliation binding after deliberation so oft-repeated, and two sessions of court, one (the first) in which you repudiated him, the other (your own) when you changed your mind and undid it. By setting aside the earlier decision you have guaranteed your later determination. Abide, then, by your latest purpose and maintain your own verdict; you must be a father, for that is what you decided, what you approved, what you ratified.
11. μὴ δή, πρὸς Διός, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, συγχωρήσητε αὐτῷ ἑκούσιον τὴν ἀνάληψιν πεποιημένῳ καὶ λύσαντι τὴν γνῶσιν τοῦ πάλαι δικαστηρίου καὶ ἀκυρώσαντι τὴν ὀργὴν αὖθις τὴν αὐτὴν τιμωρίαν ἀνακαλεῖν καὶ ἐπὶ τὴν ἐξουσίαν τὴν πατρικὴν ἀνατρέχειν, ἧς ἔξωρος ἤδη καὶ ἕωλος ἡ προθεσμία καὶ μόνῳ τούτῳ ἄκυρος καὶ προδεδαπανημένη. ὁρᾶτε γάρ που καὶ ἐν τοῖς ἄλλοις δικαστηρίοις ὡς ἀπὸ μὲν τῶν κλήρῳ λαχόντων δικαστῶν, ἤν τις ἄδικον οἴηται γεγενῆσθαι τὴν κρίσιν, δίδωσιν ὁ νόμος ἐς ἕτερον ἐφεῖναι δικαστήριον· ἢν δέ τινες ἑκόντες αὐτοὶ σύνθωνται δικαστὰς καὶ προελόμενοι ἐπιτρέψωσιν διαιτᾶν, οὐκέτι. οἷς γὰρ ἐξῆν μηδὲ τὴν ἀρχὴν ἐμμένειν, εἰ τούτους τις αὐθαίρετος εἵλετο, στέργειν ἐστὶ δίκαιος τοῖς ἐγνωσμένοις. οὕτω δὴ καὶ σύ, ὃν ἐξῆν μηκέτʼ ἀναλαμβάνειν εἰ ἀνάξιος ἐδόκει τοῦ γένους, τοῦτον εἰ χρηστὸν ἡγησάμενος εἶναι πάλιν ἀνείληφας, οὐκέτʼ ἀποκηρύττειν ἕξεις· ὅτι γὰρ οὐκ ἄξιος αὖθις παθεῖν ταῦτα, ὑπʼ αὐτοῦ σοῦ μεμαρτύρηται καὶ χρηστὸς ἤδη ἀνωμολόγηται. ἀμετανόητον οὖν τὴν ἀνάληψιν καὶ τὴν διαλλαγὴν βέβαιον εἶναι προσήκει μετὰ κρίσιν οὕτω πολλὴν καὶ δύο δικαστήρια, ἓν μὲν τὸ πρῶτον, ἐφʼ οὗ παρῃτήσω, δεύτερον δὲ τὸ σόν, ὅτε μετεβουλεύσω καὶ ἀνάδαστον ἐποίησας· τὰ πρότερον ἐγνωσμένα λύσας βεβαιοῖς τὰ μετʼ ἐκεῖνα βεβουλευμένα. μένε τοίνυν ἐπὶ τῶν τελευταίων καὶ φύλαττε τὴν σαυτοῦ κρίσιν· πατέρα σε εἶναι δεῖ· τοῦτο γὰρ ἔδοξέ σοι, τοῦτʼ ἐδοκίμασας, τοῦτʼ ἐκύρωσας.
12. Even if I were not your own son, but adopted, and you wished to disown me, I should not think you could; for what it was possible not to do at all, it is unjust to undo once it has taken place. But when a son has been got by birth, and then again by choice and decision, how is it reasonable to put him away again and deprive him repeatedly of that single relationship? If I happened to be a slave, and at first, thinking me vicious, you had put me in irons, but on becoming convinced that I was not a wrongdoer you had let me go and set me free, would it be in your power, if you became angry on occasion, to bring me back into the same condition of slavery? By no means, for the laws require that such pacts should be permanent and under all circumstances valid. Upon the point that it is no longer in his power to disown one whom he has once disowned and then of his own accord taken back I still have much to say; nevertheless, I shall make an end.
12. ἐγὼ μὲν οὐδʼ εἰ μὴ φύσει παῖς ἦν, θέμενος δὲ ἀποκηρύττειν ἤθελες, ἐξεῖναι ἄν σοι ᾠόμην· ὃ γὰρ τὴν ἀρχὴν μὴ ποιεῖν δυνατὸν ἦν, τοῦτʼ ἄδικον λύειν ἅπαξ γενόμενον. τὸν δὲ καὶ φύσει καὶ αὖθις προαιρέσει καὶ γνώμῃ ἐσπεποιημένον, πῶς εὔλογον αὖθις ἀπωθεῖσθαι καὶ πολλάκις τῆς μιᾶς οἰκειότητος ἀποστερεῖν; εἰ δʼ οἰκέτης ὢν ἐτύγχανον, καὶ τὸ μὲν πρῶτον πονηρὸν οἰόμενος ἐπέδησας, μεταπεισθεὶς δὲ ὡς οὐδὲν ἠδίκουν ἐλεύθερον ἀφῆκας εἶναι, ἆρʼ ἄν σοι πρὸς καιρὸν ὀργισθέντι αὖθις ἐξῆν ἐς τὴν ὁμοίαν δουλείαν ἐπανάγειν; οὐδαμῶς. τὰ γὰρ τοιαῦτα βέβαια καὶ διὰ παντὸς κύρια ὑπάρχειν οἱ νόμοι ἀξιοῦσιν. ὑπὲρ μὲν οὖν τοῦ μηκέτι ἐξεῖναι τούτῳ ἀποκηρύττειν ὃν ἅπαξ ἀποκηρύξας ἑκὼν ἀνέλαβεν ἔτι πολλὰ εἰπεῖν ἔχων ὅμως παύσομαι.
13. But consider what manner of man he will now be disowning. I do not mean that then I was but a layman, whereas now I am a physician, for my profession would avail me nothing in this respect. Nor that then I was young, whereas now I am well on in years and derive from my age the right to have it believed that I would do no wrong; for that too is perhaps trivial. But at that time, even if he had suffered no wrong, as I should maintain, yet he had received no benefit from me when he excluded me from the house; whereas now I have recently been his saviour and benefactor. What could be more ungrateful than that, after he had been saved through me and had escaped so great a danger, he should at once make return in this way, taking no account of that cure; nay, should so easily forget and try to drive into loneliness a man who, when he might justly have exulted over those who had unjustly cast him out, not only had borne him no grudge but actually had saved his life and made him sound of mind?
13. σκέψασθε δὲ ἤδη ὅντινα ὄντα καὶ ἀποκηρύξει· καὶ οὐ δή που τοῦτό φημι, ὡς τότε μὲν ἰδιώτην, νῦν δὲ ἰατρόν· οὐδὲν γὰρ ἂν πρὸς τοῦτο ἡ τέχνη συναγωνίσαιτο· οὐδʼ ὅτι τότε μὲν νέον, νῦν δὲ ἤδη καὶ προβεβηκότα καὶ τὸ πιστὸν τοῦ μηδὲν ἀδικῆσαι ἂν παρὰ τῆς ἡλικίας ἔχοντα· μικρὸν γὰρ ἴσως καὶ τοῦτο. ἀλλὰ τότε μέν, εἰ καὶ μηδὲν ἠδικημένος, ὡς ἂν ἔγωγε φαίην, ἀλλʼ οὐδὲ εὖ πεπονθὼς παρῃτεῖτο τῆς οἰκίας, νῦν δὲ σωτῆρα ἔναγχος καὶ εὐεργέτην γεγενημένον. οὗ τί γένοιτʼ ἂν ἀχαριστότερον, σωθέντα διʼ ἐμὲ καὶ τηλικοῦτον κίνδυνον διαπεφευγότα τοῖς τοιούτοις εὐθὺς ἀμείβεσθαι, τῆς θεραπείας ἐκείνης οὐδένα λόγον ἔχοντα, ἀλλʼ οὕτω ῥᾳδίως ἐπιλελῆσθαι καὶ ἐπὶ τὴν ἐρημίαν ἐλαύνειν τὸν ἐφησθέντʼ ἂν δικαίως ἐφʼ οἷς ἀδίκως ἐξεβέβλητο, μὴ μόνον δ’ οὐ μνησικακήσαντα, ἀλλὰ καὶ σώσαντα καὶ σωφρονεῖν παρασκευάσαντα;
14. It is no trifling or commonplace benefit, gentlemen of the jury, that I have conferred upon him; and yet I am accounted worthy of treatment like this. Although he himself does not know what happened then, you all know how he acted and felt and what his condition was when, taking him in hand after the other doctors had given up, while the members of the family were avoiding him and not venturing even to approach him, I made him what you see him, so that he is able to bring charges and argue about the laws. Stay! you can see your counterpart, father; you were nearly as your wife is now, when I brought you back to your former sanity. Truly it is not just that I should receive such a recompense for it, or that you should employ your reason only against me. That I have done you no little good is clear from the very charges which you bring; you hate me because I do not cure your wife when she is at the end of everything and in an utterly wretched plight. Since I freed you from a similar condition, why are you not far rather overjoyed and thankful to have been liberated from a state so terrible? Instead, and it is most ungrateful—you no sooner recover your sanity than you bring me to court and after your life has been saved, seek to punish me, reverting to that old-time hatred and citing the self-same law. It is a handsome fee, in truth, that you pay in this manner to the art of healing, and a fitting price for your medicines, to employ your sanity only to attack your physician!
14. οὐ γὰρ σμικρόν, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, οὐδὲ τὸ τυχὸν εὖ πεποιηκὼς αὐτόν, ὅμως τῶν τοιούτων νῦν ἀξιοῦμαι. ἀλλʼ εἰ καὶ οὗτος ἀγνοεῖ τὰ τότε, πάντες ὑμεῖς ἴστε οἷα ποιοῦντα αὐτὸν καὶ πάσχοντα καὶ ὅπως διακείμενον ἐγὼ παραλαβών, τῶν μὲν ἄλλων ἰατρῶν ἀπεγνωκότων, τῶν δὲ οἰκείων φευγόντων καὶ μηδὲ πλησίον προσιέναι τολμώντων, τοιοῦτον ἀπέφηνα ὡς καὶ κατηγορεῖν δύνασθαι καὶ περὶ τῶν νόμων διαλέγεσθαι. μᾶλλον δέ, ὁρᾷς, ὦ πάτερ, τὸ παράδειγμα· τοιοῦτον ὄντα σε παρʼ ὀλίγον οἵα νῦν ἡ γυνή ἐστιν, πρὸς τὴν ἀρχαίαν φρόνησιν ἐπανήγαγον. οὐ δὴ δίκαιον τοιαύτην μοι γενέσθαι ἀντʼ ἐκείνων τὴν ἀμοιβὴν οὐδὲ κατʼ ἐμοῦ σε μόνου σωφρονεῖν· ὅτι γὰρ μὴ μικρὰ ὑπʼ ἐμοῦ εὐηργέτησαι, καὶ ἀπʼ αὐτῶν ὧν ἐγκαλεῖς δῆλόν ἐστιν· ὃν γὰρ ὡς ἐν ἐσχάτοις οὖσαν τὴν γυναῖκα καὶ παμπονηρῶς ἔχουσαν οὐκ ἰώμενον μισεῖς, πῶς οὐ πολὺ μᾶλλον ὅτι σε τῶν ὁμοίων ἀπήλλαξα ὑπεραγαπᾷς καὶ χάριν ὁμολογεῖς, τῶν οὕτω δεινῶν ἀπηλλαγμένος; σὺ δέ, ὅπερ ἀγνωμονέστατον, σωφρονήσας εὐθὺς ἐς δικαστήριον ἄγεις καὶ σεσωσμένος κολάζεις καὶ ἐπὶ τὸ ἀρχαῖον ἐκεῖνο μῖσος ἀνατρέχεις καὶ τὸν αὐτὸν ἀναγινώσκεις νόμον. καλὸν γοῦν τὸν μισθὸν ἀποδίδως τῇ τέχνῃ καὶ ἀξίας ἀμοιβὰς τῶν φαρμάκων ἐπὶ τὸν ἰατρὸν ὑγιαίνων μόνον.
15. Will you, gentlemen of the jury, empower this man to punish his benefactor, to banish his saviour, to hate the one who made him sane, to take vengeance on the one who set him on his feet? Not if you do what is just. For if I were really now guilty of the greatest offences, there was no slight gratitude owing me previously; keeping this in sight and in mind, he would have done well to ignore the present and to be prompt to forgive for the sake of the past, especially if the benefaction were so great as to overtop everything subsequent. That, I think, is true of mine toward this man, whom I saved, who is my debtor for the whole of his life, to whom I have given existence, sanity, and intelligence, and that at a time when all the others had finally given up and were confessing themselves defeated by the malady.
15. ὑμεῖς δέ, ὦ ἄνδρες δικασταί, τὸν εὐεργέτην τούτῳ κολάζειν ἐπιτρέψετε καὶ τὸν σώσαντα ἐξελαύνειν καὶ τὸν σωφρονίσαντα μισεῖν καὶ τὸν ἀναστήσαντα τιμωρεῖσθαι; οὔκ, ἤν γε τὰ δίκαια ποιῆτε. καὶ γὰρ εἰ τὰ μέγιστα νῦν ἁμαρτάνων ἐτύγχανον, ἦν μοί τις οὐ μικρὰ προοφειλομένη χάρις, ἐς ἣν ἀποβλέποντα τοῦτον καὶ ἧς μεμνημένον καλῶς εἶχε τῶν μὲν παρόντων καταφρονεῖν, διʼ ἐκεῖνα δὲ πρόχειρον τὴν συγγνώμην ἔχειν, καὶ μάλιστα εἰ τηλικαύτη τις ἡ εὐεργεσία τυγχάνοι ὡς πάντα ὑπερπαίειν τὰ μετὰ ταῦτα. ὅπερ οἶμαι κἀμοὶ πρὸς τοῦτον ὑπάρχειν, ὃν ἔσωσα, καὶ ὃς τοῦ βίου παντὸς χρεώστης ἐστί μοι, καὶ ᾧ τὸ εἶναι καὶ τὸ σωφρονεῖν καὶ τὸ συνιέναι παρέσχημαι, καὶ μάλιστα ὅτε οἱ ἄλλοι πάντες ἤδη ἀπεγνώκεσαν καὶ ἥττους εἶναι ὡμολόγουν τῆς νόσου.
16. My benefaction, I think, is the greater because, although I was not his son at that time and had no imperative reason to take the case but was free and independent, having been released from the responsibility imposed by nature, nevertheless I was not indifferent but came voluntarily, unsummoned, on my own initiative; I gave my assistance, lavished my attentions, brought about a cure, and set my father on his feet, preserving him for myself, pleading my own cause against his disownment, stilling his anger by my friendliness, annulling the law by my love, purchasing by a great benefaction my reentrance into the family, demonstrating my loyalty to my father at a crisis so dangerous, bringing about my own adoption with the help of my profession, and proving myself a legitimate son in his time of dire need. What do you suppose my sufferings were, what my exertions, to be with him, to wait upon him, to watch my opportunity, now yielding to the full force of the ailment, now bringing my professional skill to bear when the disorder abated a little? And truly, of all these duties that are included in medical science, the most dangerous is to treat such patients and to approach people in that condition, for often they loose their frenzy upon those who are near them, when their ailment has become severe. And yet none of these considerations made me hesitant or faint-hearted. I joined battle with the disease and measured myself against it in every way, and so at last prevailed by means of my remedy.
16. τοῦτο γὰρ μείζω οἶμαι ποιεῖν τὴν ἐμὴν εὐεργεσίαν, ὃς οὔτε υἱὸς ὢν τότε οὔτε ἀναγκαίαν τῆς θεραπείας ἔχων αἰτίαν ἀλλὰ ἐλεύθερος καθεστὼς καὶ ἀλλότριος, τῆς φυσικῆς αἰτίας ἀφειμένος, ὅμως οὐ περιεῖδον, ἀλλʼ ἐθελοντής, ἄκλητος, αὐτεπάγγελτος ἧκον· ἐβοήθησα, προσελιπάρησα, ἰασάμην, ἀνέστησα, καὶ τὸν πατέρα ἐμαυτῷ διεφύλαξα, καὶ ὑπὲρ τῆς ἀποκηρύξεως ἀπελογησάμην, καὶ τῇ εὐνοίᾳ τὴν ὀργὴν ἔπαυσα, καὶ τὸν νόμον ἔλυσα τῇ φιλοστοργίᾳ, καὶ μεγάλης εὐεργεσίας τὴν ἐς τὸ γένος ἐπάνοδον ἐπριάμην, καὶ ἐν οὕτως ἐπισφαλεῖ καιρῷ τὴν πρὸς τὸν πατέρα πίστιν ἐπεδειξάμην, καὶ μετὰ τῆς τέχνης ἐμαυτὸν ἐσεποίησα, καὶ γνήσιος υἱὸς ἐν τοῖς δεινοῖς ἀνεφάνην. πόσα γὰρ οἴεσθε παθεῖν με, πόσα καμεῖν παρόντα, ὑπηρετοῦντα, καιροφυλακοῦντα, νῦν μὲν εἴκοντα τῇ τοῦ πάθους ἀκμῇ, νῦν δὲ τὴν τέχνην ἐπάγοντα πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐνδιδόντος τοῦ κακοῦ; ἔστιν δὲ τῶν ὄντων ἁπάντων τούτων ἐν τῇ ἰατρικῇ τὸ ἐπισφαλέστατον τοὺς τοιούτους ἰᾶσθαι καὶ πλησιάζειν οὕτω διακειμένοις· ἐς γὰρ τοὺς πλησίον πολλάκις ἀφιᾶσι τὴν λύτταν, ἐπιζέσαντος τοῦ πάθους. καὶ ὅμως πρὸς οὐδὲν τούτων ἀπώκνησα οὐδὲ ἀπεδειλίασα, συνὼν δὲ καὶ πάντα τρόπον ἀντεξεταζόμενος τῇ νόσῳ τὸ τελευταῖον ἐκράτησα τῷ φαρμάκῳ.